When and Where December 4, 2006
Posted by AkumAPRIME in : Life , trackbackThis Day, This time, in my room.
I know my family is gonna’ freak out over this. I try not to think about it because it is not a pleasant thought. So I thought about simply “disappearing.” Sadly, in order to ensure my privacy and thus completion of this act, my room is the best place to do this. So I apologize for being selfish even in death, but why break my personal patterns now, right? 
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well, as freaked out as i was, it as still better than your just disappearing, so we would never know what happened to you.
so, you accidentally weren’t as selfish as you thought! HA!
honestly evan, you make me so mad - i miss your smart mouth and constant arguing, and your beautiful smile every morning.
the dogs miss you too,
mom
from evan’s friend, Joyce, on her my space
November 18, 2006 - Saturday
To my dearest Evan
Current mood: sad
“Is this another joke you’re making?” That was what I thought when I saw your messages. I thought you were teasing us as you always liked to. Not until I called Shahin did I feel the pain of losing you since I realized it’s so true that I can’t deny, but I didn’t believe it…I didn’t want to…
Do you remember your dreams? One of them was to show me your country as I showed you mine. You just broke your promise, man… Who’s gonna show me your house, your swimming pool, and your lovely dogs, Biscuit and Cairo, when I get there? Who’s gonna drive me to Seattle if I fly to LA first? Who’s gonna travel with me, Ev? Do you know your dream was my dream, too? I was waiting for one day that we could make it come true together. I have so many questions in mind that I’m hoping you could give me answers. Now who shall I ask?
There are so many things that I want to tell you. I want to tell you I love you too Evan. I didn’t believe in souls, but now I will, so that I could believe that you would come to see me, you would check emails wherever you go and you would see all the messages I’d send you. I know you would always have a laptop with you no matter where you go, so remember to check the messages.
So, did you get to where you wanted to go? How’s everything there? You would tell me anything exciting happening, wouldn’t you?
Baby I hope you get what you’re looking for. I wish you all the best and good luck. I love you and will always miss you. Good bye, my friend and my love, Evan HB.”
and her friend, Cherry:
Joyce, I can tell how deeply you love him, it makes my cry when I read your blog!! now I hope it’s all jokes from Evan, I hope it’s not true!! when I go to see u in Taipei, I can lend u my shoulder hopefully u can be alright!!! I’ll always be with u!!
Cherry